I have always been The Planner. The Thinker. The Worrier. The Organizer. The Scheduler.
It is SUCH a frickin’ relief to think about something I would have normally obsessed over, and go, “Eh. Well. Whatever.” When starting these types of drugs, some people complain that they lose themselves. I haven’t felt that. They have just taken the edge off. A more calm version of me. In addition to the more sleeping version of me.
Today I completely blew off a doctor’s appointment. A checkup with the PychRN who bestowed these gifts of medicational marvel upon me, no less. What the bloody hell???
I. don’t. miss. appointments.
So I left her a message apologizing profusely and told her it was all her fault because the meds must be working a wee bit too well.